Sunday, November 27, 2011
So, Mike has been going to counseling for porn addiction, and all he's learned is to hide it better. Not sure how to do it, but I'm ready to leave. He thinks that him getting help means I need to stay and keep giving him chances...but I was done when he started counseling. I want to make sure that I do everything I can to make this work so I have no regrets, and as of now the only thing I regret is not leaving sooner. I am going to try to get a few job interviews when I'm home for Christmas, and my sister said I can stay with her if I need to. I don't want to be a burden to my family, but I don't know what else I can do. The threat of me leaving doesn't make him want to change, and once I leave it will be for good. There is NO trust anymore, so the relationship has no chance. Goodnight.